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November 13 Light me on fire and watch me burn in the flames of hellIt's over... This time it wasn't my fault... I knew he was too good to be true. I'm just not that lucky. I don't deserve someone perfect. And now... All those feelings and emotions I once felt for "him" are now gone. I no longer feel good-looking or special. I no longer feel like I'm worth anything or that I will ever amount to anything... The dreams I once had are now gone and will probably never resurface... It was love. But it was a lie. I was in love with a lie. A made-up character, a fantasy. It was amazing while it lasted and I'm sorry it ended so abruptly... It's strange and probably hasn't hit me in full force yet... He isn't real, but he was real to me... I loved him and I thought he loved me too... But it wasn't real was it? I don't feel betrayed or broken. I'm just dissapointed... I suppose there is no solice for me in this shitty world. But I can keep living... I can... I promised... October 09 yaynessYayness.....2 written warnings in one day for being 3 mintues late for one shift and 5 on the other....cock sucker. mwhaha. Go the new job....which I don't have....hmm.
Ooh, and I have a cyst in my ovaries....Toot toot. Haha.
Forgot what else I was going to write, but hey mils//Ale if you guys want anything *cough*choc body paint*cough* from here, tell me and I'll get it for ya before I spend all my money on piercings and tattoos. K..? K.... Toodles! October 05 New photo albumI made this into a photo album for the site, and also a little updatey blog thing.
[P.s. There will be no where to comment on the photos, so you can just comment on this entry or other ones - if posted - if you want to post a comment.]
Rachael x |
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